So, lifes been meh. at the time of writing this, im about 2 days away from spring break, and i get to go to New york, which is cool i guess. It just feels like the days are blending together, and everything feels the same. Everything is just blending together in my head, and it...
it feels like my sense of time has been thrown off, like how it feels like a tuesday, when its really a wensday (idk how to spell that tbh). If you can see my point, you probably understand what im saying. it all just feels the same, and i dont know how to feel anymore.

Emotion feels like a distant concept to me, and when i do feel something, it just feels distant and out of place in my head. I feel like im going through life as nothing more than a robot. I cant remember the last major event thats happened in this year beyond Donald Trump becoming president. I mean, its still early in the year, so something may come along to change that, but i doubt its gonna change my life in a positive way.
2025 is not gonna be my year, im certain of that. its already been off to a rough start, and im uncertain its gonna get better.